Zeph - could you love me while i hate myself

Could you love me while I hate myself
Could you love me though I don't deserve it
Could you love me like there's no one else
Even though you know I can't return it

Could you love me when the water's rough
Or when I leave you in a desert
Could you love me though I speak with knives
Knowing all too well that you'll get hurt

If you can't answer yes, just go
I'm more trouble than I'm worth

Could you love me while I hate myself
Because I don't know how this works
I never learned how this works